that day in Spanish class

and honestly

I find it so strange

because 

I still remember 

your pink and green walls 

and the crack across your dresser

I remember exactly how

to sit in your bean bag

so it would surround your perfectly 

I remember the four tomato plants 

in your backyard

I remember how much you loved 

greys anatomy

I remember the way

you snorted when you laughed 

and that you couldn't sleep past 9:15

I remember your first phone case

and how you cried 

when he broke up with you

I remember your favorite candle

and where you tucked your spare key 

I know that your kitchen is unorganized

and you have a spider plant

that sits on the far left of your corner

I remember how much you liked

to see me smile

and I remember

the day I realized

that I

could memorize everything
and it would still mean nothing
to you.