Onto Baton Rouge

As the days close in and the time for me to leave gets closer and closer, I can't help feeling like there is so much here that I will miss. Whether it's seeing my sister everyday, or walking my dog at our favorite park, I am stuck feeling like I wish I had more time. I know that I am doing what is right, but the scariness of change remains the same. More than anything, it is heartbreaking every time I feel a 'last' has come. The last time I will see a friend, or the last time I look at the sunset in this city that I love. It is heartbreaking, in that way; knowing that my life will never be quite like this. And here I lie, in the home that I love, filled with the people I love, hoping that at the very least, this love here will never change.